Trembling

i get no.1. Quite easy to perform, but the only thing is my adrenaline rush is too vigorous until i trembled throughout the procedure. This had made me to forget to verbalise something and becareful about the sterile concept.

I passed, but i did not satisfy for my trembled performance.

I always wonder, why a? why do i always nervous when under supervision. My body just can't control it. In fact, i can do something quite well (to my own opinion la) when i am alone.

I know what is my biggest challenge. CALM DOWN.

Must really train myself to become brave. If not next time when i graduate and begin to work, u know, as hospital got all kind of patterns, i do not want to be the one who get resuscitated.

i will try my best.