我人生的三大原则

真诚

勇气

笑容

大変ですね！

大変ですね！

大丈夫ですよ｡

ゼチン､ 頑張りましょう！

Being accepted by her....

Since I was scolded by her yesterday, today i was "lucky" again to be assigned to nurse her.

Because her next door neighbour pt. was having dialysis, so a ICU specific trained staff was doing dialysis for the pt., I have to be a support staff in taking care of the pt and she is at next door, so no choice but to fully in charge of her.

She rejected me...okay, nevermind, I assured or consoled myself.......because I am not the first one scolded by her, not the first one cried because of her.

Luckily another nurse who she trusts, explained to her not to be selective, give a chance to new nurse and not to be fierce, so that she won't frighten away people who wants to do good on her.

Subsequently, she accepted me and accepted my care and most importantly she bear my clumsiness, because when confronting her, I am still in fear. I am very happy today which it could tell on my face.....and i appreciated the nurse who helped me to explain...she asked me did the pt. apologise to me. No, she didn't but she said thank you to me.

I didn't angry on her words, because I feel for her...but i really upset that she didn't value me at first.

I did not perform a good care to her but she still thanked me. Ya, it's enough. Thanks for being generous to accept me.

今日、私は嬉です。

Being verbally abused by pt.

I always felt for her unfortunate, I held her hand whenever i was there to accompany her if any procedure done on her.

I felt for her discomfort and pain when i saw her crying, I was crying in my heart at that moment too...

And, today i was in charge of her, I cried out immediately after her word "stupid" to me....

I can stand any scolding, comment in my work, but not from my patients. I value them, and hoping them to value me as well.

今日、私は とても悲しい。

Bloody Hungry...

I am bloody hungry at this hour.....night time....post work,

because I was so busy in work just now,

talk and talk and talk, check and check and check, click and click and click, chart and chart and chart, sweat and sweat and sweat.... run for the other nurses to get things, transport my huge pt. for scan, rewrite report because wrong entry....

yes 1 pt. again, but then still have a lot of things to do......

still being helped by my preceptor.....must tell her to help me less.......so than i can grow...

and, i off duty 1/2 hr late,

And, from the cases i encounter these few days, i realise i am "Jonah" in pt. who needs transport for scan, whose blood sugar level is not good and super haywire, agitated pt.......haha.

I don't scare and mind to encounter hardship, i will always seeking for improvement.

私は改善を求めています。

Erm, after a bowl of noodles and coffee.....energetic now........haha.....

让我产生恐惧感的医生

今天, 我跟一个医生transfer我的pt.去PICC line insertion, 是她。

大家公认的好医生，

我认为的可怕医生，因为以前学生时代她就在那儿，她给我们的感觉就是瞧不起学生，是大家（学生时代一起实习的朋友公认的）。

她一个眼神，一个不懂怎么形容的眼神，我很快地被她电傻，每次要跟她报告什么都很怕，遇到她就会神志错乱。

到现在我还是很怕她，是超怕她的。今天好死不死， 真的很倒霉，跟她一起输送病人insert line, 第一次自己take responsibility 输送病人，我竟然忘了拿case note.........直奔回去拿，紧张得我不得了，立刻打电话回ward, 声音频道是可以炸整座山的。 我知道是很基本的东西。偏偏我却犯了一个芝麻绿豆的错误。

奔到angio room时，她就问pt. 是不是on contact precautions, 哦，死了这回，take over report 的时候没注意到，死了死了死了，就凭我一个月前的记忆说了，她有xxx, 她说不是，是xxx. 不止如此，她还藐了一个不懂怎么样的眼神给我。

回到ward, 才发现我俩都错，病人现在什么precautions都不是。我错了，错得很严重，因为我只有一个病人，却没有注意此事。

今天，我的却为我的愚蠢错误很伤心， 但却懊恼在那个医生对我的态度。

不能否认，她是善良，是看人而善良。当每个人都觉得她很好，却如此地对我，我更加懊恼。

她的一举一动似乎在藐视我，当然我自己也承认自己很菜鸟，超级菜鸟，但，当一个人以不相信你的眼光看你，这绝对是一个很大很大的绊脚石。

我心想，安慰自己，可能是我前世对她不好吧，所以今世才会遭到如此待遇。是我菜得不得了吗？还是她真的是如此对我？

我只是觉得，她是到现在为止，唯一一个让我产生恐惧感的医生。

今天无论多累，明天是morning shift, 我还是要将自己的难过给写出来。

菜鸟啊菜鸟，你什么时候才会长进啊？虽然自己菜，不能怪她人，但还是要说，长进了，就不用看人家的脸色做人， 不止是医生，还有一些不喜欢自己的护士。

True Love

即便Mdm X, 是如何的难伺候，需要大量大量大量大量大量大量的TLC (tender, loving care---护理界最常用的),

但，Mr. X, 却没有因为她的病情而离弃她，依然容忍与疼爱妻子．

多年来，依然如此．

以另外一个角度来衡量，Mdm.X是幸福的．

我相信每个女孩都希望自己的另一半都像Mr. X，^^我也不例外。

医院就像个人生舞台，我们能给病人的只是短暂的治疗，他们却给予我们很多课文上得不到的人生领悟．

护理感言：昨天我全程只是照顾Mdm X，一点都不复杂的护理，但却复杂在那大量大量大量大量大量大量的TLC，虽说我真的很想爆发，但职业精神却告诉我不能如此，一定要站在病人的角度想．后来，因为压抑，我头疼了．哈哈！

Inspirational Nurses

Good nurse always inspires me. Eg. my sister who guided me today. *Like*

我有好多话想说....

我有好多话想说....

却不知从何说起.

生活在压力重重的环境下, 很多时候会喘不过气.

我是个超不会解压的人.

为了使自己不要放弃,首先得学会解压.

压力可真逼死人, 其中一个就是头疼得半死.

好想尽情地部落, 但却没闲情.

我有很多话想说...

但要等到下回的闲情来临, 才能痛快地把想说的都给打出来.