来来回回的, 自己一个人, 只有自己的思绪陪伴着.
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在所谓那一群"白衣天使”的世界里，我从此以后是一个人扑上这个战场，再也没有我期盼的知心战友了。
可能大多人听了我的事儿，会觉得很琐碎。
我因此而哭了，可能大伙儿会觉得我不该为小事而烦。
但对我来说, 是人生的印迹，是深烙着一种事实在在的经历。
经历告诉自己，要混在这个社会，必须耍心计，但我选择走一条有良心的路．
这条成长的路，哭过后惟有自己一个人擦干眼泪．
我要站起来．好好地活下去．
2011年5月29日星期日
Rushing life
Working life is very rush, rush,
every review, every clicking, every documentations, every referring to paper, every talking to either colleagues, pt. pt's family member, every steps of walking...................
every moment, every steps counts precious time.
Too many things can't finish, too many things helped by nurses who guided me, too many things that i should pick up my time management skills, don't know too many work processes that colleague mentioned, too many changes that are not informed and it is changed silently in the system, discovered suddenly or either is not discovered at all....
........................................................dead tired and i am only taking care for 2 friends.
Tied by management, lose pt's touch that i would wish to give...no choice.......my apology to my dear pts. Hopefully when i am more competence, i won't treat you as an object for me to manipulate in order finish up stuffs, instead should be a feeling of "taking care".
2011年5月25日星期三
I PROMISE...
In full knowledge of the obligations I am undertaking, I PROMISE to provide a competent standard of care for the sick, regardless of race, religion and status, sparing no effort to alleviate suffering and promote health and to refrain from any action which might endanger life. I will respect at all times the dignity of the patients under my care, holding in confidence all personal information entrusted to me. I will maintain my professional knowledge and skill at the highest level and give support and co-operation to all members of the health team. I will abide by the Singapore Nursing Board Standards of Practice for Nurses and Midwives, and be responsible and accountable at all times for my nursing actions and decisions. I will do my utmost to honour the Code of Ethics and Professional Conduct of the Singapore Nursing Board. I will uphold the integrity of the professional nurse. |
We were making our promise...
Ah Ko, Ah ma and Dai Ko attended my big day...
Haha, Poh Zen and Lih Jiun also came...
Gifts from Dai Ko...
2011年5月21日星期六
On The Transition of SN to another form of SN
Student Nurse to Staff Nurse.....
A team of GS dr who came to review my pt. today called me "Staff Nurse", a weird feeling gushed into my mind, r u calling me? Of course i responded to him. Asked me any issues yesterday with regard to my pt., Nothing come into my mind, so a "no" to him. But after the 3 of them left, then only i remembered, the vacuum suctioning issue.
My SICU medical site big boss, today when she made round to my patient, i was following the round as i was the nurse-in charge of the two pts. My mind was blank thinking of other things because i thought she was talking to the respiration therapist. All of a sudden, i caught her eyes unintentionally. To my surprise she seemed talking to me. Well, actually she was conducting some form of informative teaching. Then i pretended to knock my head with nothing of her info coming into my mind--I was then pulled back from the lalaland. She is a good dr., because she cares nursing site opinion, asked my opinion on cutting down the sedation.
Well, they are small issues and yet i am overwhelmed with it. Because 3 months ago, i was being viewed transparent as a SN, and now being another form of SN is just a sudden transition.
Recruit from what my ADON in nursing education line, Sister Lay Hoon used to joke with us, we seem to forget our position which has changed, we tend to ask "staff nurse" for help if we are helpless and panic, forgetting that we are Staff Nurse too....haha
My current SN position is just the kickstart of responsibility.........
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