家乡

在家宅了三个星期，朋友今天约我出门聊天。

久未见面，但仍然能畅谈如古。

庆幸有这份难得的友谊，因为现在在新的我，朋友屈指能数。

谢谢你们：）

明天就要回去了。我很不舍得爸爸妈妈。

真的很不舍得，家里的每一个角落。

回去后，就是挨苦，广东话叫：'mou dam hao sek'，

我啊，很想很想不要走。。。。。

真的很不舍啊！

剪发？

每次头发留到很长，过肩的，洗头时就有一股冲动想要把它剪短。

因为通常我不能容忍一天不洗头的痛苦，而且长发很难干。

所以我的长发都维持不了。

要剪吗？要剪吗？

三千丝烦恼！

ZZZZzzzzzz

Waiting for the PRCP schedule, checking everyday, but it is still in pending to be posted out. another 2 more weeks to the palpitation days....

ZZZZZZzzzzzz, i m really nervous about it. What will i get? wait until neck turns long.....haha

孙大伟关于梦想的精彩语录

不要比较，等你不再追求别人的梦想，才会看见自己的梦想---这是一句广告标语，但是大多数人追求的，都是别人的梦想，或者大家认同的梦想。

加油！

生命是我的。我可以好好的使用它，也可以白白糟蹋他，我可以使它渡过有意义的人生，也可以使它荒废，庸碌一生，一切在一念之间，我必须对自己负责。

虽然肉体的生命短暂，生老病死也往往令人无法捉摸。但是，让有限的生命发挥无限的价值，使我们活得更为精彩有力，却在于我们自己掌握。

从这一刻起，我应许自己，决不辜负生命，却不让它从我的手中白白流失。不论未来的命运如何，遇福遇火，或喜或忧，我都愿意为它奋斗，勇敢地活下去。

。。。。当年的文笔？不记得了，是出自于我还是别人不重要了，它的重点是每天重蹈同样的韵律活着，往往会忘了生活的精髓。偶尔提点下自己活着的目标与动力，让自己活得更有方向。

澄澄，是我，加油，加油!

Emergency Department Posting and Operating Theater Posting

ED Nursing is what i like all the while, why? For many reason, but the funniest one, it would be the influential by all kind of Medical Drama especially that particularly Japanese Drama that influence me the most. The nurses in the drama called 救命冰冻24时3, how they perform their care to the critical ill victims during the earthquake disaster astonishes me. That's why i deeply love critical care.

Last time, I always imagined myself rushing with the other medical team in resuscitation room, imagined myself being able to triage illness and prevent the illness from deteriorating, imagined myself giving my care to the scare, nervous and helpless patients, holding their hand, speaking out my soothing voice by telling them: "don't worry, i will be with you, i will work hard together with you"

Yup, Imagination...............but being experienced once in ED, it was really a real scene to me. Putting all real senses into a nutshell, Emergency Nursing is not that easy, will i be able to be attached there? Cross finger......

Met a Clinical Instructor,Teri, she is a great girl to me. I am touched because she gave me a lot of encouragements and guidance. She advised me to fight the inner fear that i have, become a person and nurse who possesses confidence, be a nurse with thinking mind, beautiful heart and healing hands. She hopes that i will be able to join Emergency Department in conjunction with my interest in Emergency Nursing.

Touched...in the sense that i am being.....erm, hard to describe the feeling but Teri really boosts my self-esteem up. Thanks Teri, thank you very much. I will keep your words forever in my heart.

OT posting wise, erm, nothing to comment much, is not my cup of tea. I just feel sorry for the new nurses working in OT, i couldn't stand the mentally abuse by the surgeons. Maybe i couldn't judge as i was there for 4 days only but I feel for the nurses there, seems like such a big hierarchy does exist. Anyway, and fortunately, i was there for 4 days only. Luckily!~

Back to Malaysia, 1 month holiday, before PRCP.

I am Missing Japan

Japan, is really a special country.

Missing it. One day, i will go back to there for travelling.

I think the things that affect me the most are the politeness and punctuality of Japanese. Over the one month there i was totally trained to bow, smile and greet everyone, my greetings in Japanese was the most Sugooi (amazing la, haha). Punctuality wise, i was stressed when i was there, they were so punctual and never be late even for 1 minute. See, how couldn't me to be stressed by that, everytime when i had to rush to somewhere else over there, I nearly wanted to have heart attack!

So, next time when u see me smiling and slightly bowing to you, And extremely punctual, don't be frightened by me ya! haha.

A memorable 38 days of staying in a different culture country! I miss you Japan, if let say there is a specific reason for me to stay there, you would be my choice.

Thanks for giving me such a good memory. Thank You, Japan.