Lazy to type in Chinese Characters, this reason has prevented me to initiate to blog about my recent life. So, i decided to type my words out in English. Simple n faster.
Last few days ago i just took back my laptop. It had been admitted to the “Computer Hospital”. Finally It had been discharged and back to my site. It appeared a lot of problems, first the LCD screen has loosen, the keyboard has popped up, the information, i mean the program inside had problems which to me, an idiot to computer stuff, don’t know where and which part has gone wrong… . Ahhhh… Problematic Laptop. I usually treated it as baobei, but it still get sick! so, before i called the company, i had done a very wrong decision,. i went and reformat the data. How innocent am i that i didnt back up the information, i did, but without my knowing, all of them had been “washed away” when the reformatting was going on…. very sad….all of my precious information forever disappeared. What caused me sad the most was all my projects that had been stored, also say goodbye to me. Of course, those pictures which are precious to me also lost, especially those zinian and photo taken with my babies as well as with family and friends. Luckily, some of them Ooi Ling has. If not, those good reminiscene can’t affort to be reflected back!
My closed friend here, Ooi Ling went back to Msia already. This vacation, I choose not to go home, because of the written assignment, and another reason was to save money. Ha, I become very thrifty after coming to this “expensive country”. Actually can also call it as stingy. That day, when i sent her to take taxi, i was jealous and regret. Before that, Ooi Ling asked me about any regeretfulness inside me. My answer is “no” but it is actually not true. The night without her, i spent it with my tears. Then i realised, without family around me, she has become an important person to me, not as a friend only, but to me, she is my sister already. That is why i called her as “jie”( even tough she will also address me in that way) .
About my assignment, ha, still havent begun to write even a single word. Given a scenario, n the topic is about “LAW N ETHICS”. No concept, no idea, no this no that………Must start to draft something after this.
Yesterday, my china classmate LILI and i went to one of the local hospital here, TTSH ( TAN TOCK SENG) hspital, to see the photo exhibition about life of patients with HIV /AIDS. We discussed a lot. I asked Lili if she will discriminate those who have this disease, she corrected me, not discriminate,, is afraid of. She say she will afraid of, as well to me also will have the same ans as her. But i say if we r the one who r very unfortunate to get this disease, other people will also treated us like that way. Touch Wood. She agreed and say this is “REN ZHI CHANG QING”. Despite being health science (nursing) students with scientific knowledge, there is still a dillema amomg us. And not to forget our future job, is a great exposure to bind with this disease…….. Must really becareful and be a proffesional to handle this kind of situation.
As for the information of those who see my blog., i think i am dianogsed to have this disease called ” eating disorder”. Just take today’s meal for instance; i ate a lot!!!!! Until full also i dare to keep putting food inside my mouth. Then i feel regret, then i force myself to sleep to forget about the regretfulness. How silly i am !!! Cannot, from now onwards i really must JF( jian fei). Although i have set this jf programme as one of my target, i always against it!!! No, cannot i must stand strong. I believe i can!!
Putting all into a nut shell, i have written a lot. THESE are the result of long time being hidden to wite or type. yi kou qi da wan yao jiang de le……
