加油！

生命是我的。我可以好好的使用它，也可以白白糟蹋他，我可以使它渡过有意义的人生，也可以使它荒废，庸碌一生，一切在一念之间，我必须对自己负责。

虽然肉体的生命短暂，生老病死也往往令人无法捉摸。但是，让有限的生命发挥无限的价值，使我们活得更为精彩有力，却在于我们自己掌握。

从这一刻起，我应许自己，决不辜负生命，却不让它从我的手中白白流失。不论未来的命运如何，遇福遇火，或喜或忧，我都愿意为它奋斗，勇敢地活下去。

。。。。当年的文笔？不记得了，是出自于我还是别人不重要了，它的重点是每天重蹈同样的韵律活着，往往会忘了生活的精髓。偶尔提点下自己活着的目标与动力，让自己活得更有方向。

澄澄，是我，加油，加油!

Emergency Department Posting and Operating Theater Posting

ED Nursing is what i like all the while, why? For many reason, but the funniest one, it would be the influential by all kind of Medical Drama especially that particularly Japanese Drama that influence me the most. The nurses in the drama called 救命冰冻24时3, how they perform their care to the critical ill victims during the earthquake disaster astonishes me. That's why i deeply love critical care.

Last time, I always imagined myself rushing with the other medical team in resuscitation room, imagined myself being able to triage illness and prevent the illness from deteriorating, imagined myself giving my care to the scare, nervous and helpless patients, holding their hand, speaking out my soothing voice by telling them: "don't worry, i will be with you, i will work hard together with you"

Yup, Imagination...............but being experienced once in ED, it was really a real scene to me. Putting all real senses into a nutshell, Emergency Nursing is not that easy, will i be able to be attached there? Cross finger......

Met a Clinical Instructor,Teri, she is a great girl to me. I am touched because she gave me a lot of encouragements and guidance. She advised me to fight the inner fear that i have, become a person and nurse who possesses confidence, be a nurse with thinking mind, beautiful heart and healing hands. She hopes that i will be able to join Emergency Department in conjunction with my interest in Emergency Nursing.

Touched...in the sense that i am being.....erm, hard to describe the feeling but Teri really boosts my self-esteem up. Thanks Teri, thank you very much. I will keep your words forever in my heart.

OT posting wise, erm, nothing to comment much, is not my cup of tea. I just feel sorry for the new nurses working in OT, i couldn't stand the mentally abuse by the surgeons. Maybe i couldn't judge as i was there for 4 days only but I feel for the nurses there, seems like such a big hierarchy does exist. Anyway, and fortunately, i was there for 4 days only. Luckily!~

Back to Malaysia, 1 month holiday, before PRCP.

I am Missing Japan

Japan, is really a special country.

Missing it. One day, i will go back to there for travelling.

I think the things that affect me the most are the politeness and punctuality of Japanese. Over the one month there i was totally trained to bow, smile and greet everyone, my greetings in Japanese was the most Sugooi (amazing la, haha). Punctuality wise, i was stressed when i was there, they were so punctual and never be late even for 1 minute. See, how couldn't me to be stressed by that, everytime when i had to rush to somewhere else over there, I nearly wanted to have heart attack!

So, next time when u see me smiling and slightly bowing to you, And extremely punctual, don't be frightened by me ya! haha.

A memorable 38 days of staying in a different culture country! I miss you Japan, if let say there is a specific reason for me to stay there, you would be my choice.

Thanks for giving me such a good memory. Thank You, Japan.

Representing Singapore to Japan

'you are not only representing NYP, but you are representing Singapore, as an ambassador. Please keep the flag fly high'..by DD of School Of Nursing.

Ok, i will...But but but, the language barrier is really killing me, i am demotivated to go to their hospitals for attachments! I am chicken, they are duck. hahaha. OMG....pray hard to meet someone who knows English, just one will do. then he/she will make my days by saluting my language problem. Should recommend sch nt to send students to country that does not practice international language.....

However frankly speaking, Japan's technology is extremely amazing and advance. Besides that, the culture is totally different. People here is extremely friendly until i feel beh tahan. We are invited to a couple of meals and gathering. haha

Anyway, 38 days of staying in Japan will definitely be a different story in my life.

Still have 2 weeks attachments and 1 week holiday.

Ultimately, Thanks to Singapore, My second home.

没了，才知道什么是没了。

没了，才知道什么是没了。

马来西亚生日快乐！

还记得去年的今天，一大早，房东夫人撕一撕日历时，说了一句：“啊，今天是马来西亚的生日. “ 已成为新国人的aunty也没忘了自己祖国的独立纪念日。相反的，我本身那一天如她没提醒，我也不会记得那一天究竟有何特别。

不经不觉离开你快三年了，今天是您的生日, 不忘祝您53生日快乐。To my country: MALAYSIA。

ED/ ICU?

ED or ICU?

妈妈与哥哥

妈妈前几天陪哥哥来新加坡, 顺便探望她久违没回家的女儿。

哥哥是来这儿接当注册护士的职位，在伊丽莎白医院。

妈妈要离开回家乡的那一天，哥哥说好不舍得妈妈，

我听了心里一阵心酸，哥哥已是一个成年人了，但却像小孩般地依依不舍妈妈。

说实话，我也很不舍得妈妈，但可能是因为离家都即将三年了，能淡然接受。

同时，很担心哥哥能否适应这里的生活， 祝他开工顺利。

自律？

从小到大，我总觉得我的生活很乱很乱，

我是个很没纪律的人。

用了的东西不放好，结果就是垃圾堆得一大堆，收拾也得花上一整天！

功课说好今天做，但却推去明天，

约这个时间，有时候心里喜欢改来改去，但表面上还是会准时赴约啦，

答应了朋友的约定，一而再再而三地拖，

不忙，也给自己找个忙得理由（但有时真的很忙，忙到不忙时心里还惦记那种作乐不安的感觉，心虚嘛！）

要运动，有开始却没有坚持，

要学到某种知识却没做到，

要早睡，却不懂“摸”什么，又不做正事，非得拖到三更半夜才睡，

真的很气自己！我相信如果我肯改做一个井井有条的人，自己心里已能断定现在与以后可以迈向一个满意的自己。

我要改，改，改，开始了最简单的，最起码，用了的东西要放回原位。

我不要再过乱乱的人生了。

Happy Nurses's Day

Happy Nurses's Day, dedicated to NURSES in Singapore:)